Another lonely night,

lost in my own illusions.

Feelings of depression,

no signs of any resolution.

painful memories begin to resurface,

Memories i thought were never there,

Memories that were forgotten.

my mind just isn't playing fair

I swallow and choke on this pain of solitude.

Sitting in the corner crying,

Ive got no place to hide.

Trembling and slowly dying,

Looking through my window,

at the charred remains of empty promises,

the match in my hand still burning.

A sense of satisfaction

jump off the edge of my reality

i'd give anything to take these thoughts from my head,

This seemed too simple,

it cannot be the end?

Then as i hit the ground,

my world just falls apart

I'm not conscious but i hear the screaming.

have my dreams have turned to nightmares

Could it be i’m not dreaming.

Why is my heart still bleeding?

unable to understand it all it all,

I guess there is nothing I can do,

There was no one to break my fall ..